The biggest high from last nights election obviously was the victory of Obama. I am truely happy that he won and I hope he can start to take this country in the right direction.  He will have many issues to deal with in office, such as the economic mess and and the war, but hopefully he can handle it.

Prop 8 passed, and that saddened me greatly. Inequality is unacceptable in my book. However, I have read on several sites that a law suit has been filed... so we shall see where that goes. At least the notification of abortion got defeated once again.

In class today, I managed to get up the courage to share one of the "dreams" that I wrote in my dream journal. Part of the dream was a real dream and the other half I BS-ed. Here is the dream. Its really short. I dreampt that I was crawling up a hill with pillows on in while Bob Costas was flying the Good Year Blimp making commentary the entire time. This is the last time I watch the Olympic trials before bed. When I told the teacher this dream, she went and related it back to Freud and the collective unconscious theory. I just nodded my head, looked interested and smiled. Mission accomplished :)

So yeah, this is my first offical post as a boy. I still can't believe this is happening. But it is! And, its AMAZING!!!  I cannot tell everyone of you how much happier I am knowing that I am finally  at home in my own skin for the first time in 27 years. Like Sam said, not every trans person hated their childhood, and had severe gender disphoria. I thought my whole life that I was ugly, fat, and useless. I even starved myself to change how I looked so that people would like me more. I am sick and tired of people telling how I should look, act, etc.  As a boy, I do not feel this at all! What a relief. *smiles HUGE* I wll eventually come out to my parents and my brother, but not until I start hormones. I feel that this is the course my life is supposed to follow.  If any of you feel that it is not, then you dont support me. To the friends that have added me already, thank you for starting on this magnificent journey with me. I love and appreciate everyone of you. Ok, Im getting too sappy. Off to surf the net :)